Weak spots

Have you ever noticed how unfailing God is in targetting your weak spots? Arrrrrrgh, there is NO REPRIEVE! Just found out that a certain person is on the cards for a come back to DIG#C leadership. Oh. WHY. GOD. WHY. (Don't answer that, it was rhetorical, yes, I remember, I'm refraining from God-directed why's!!) Seriously though. One weakness after another is being fairly mercilessly ironed out of me, and at weak moments, I WANT OUT!! But still. I want to be who God intended me to be. So be it.

No change in my sister, though I managed to keep dry eyed today. Ergh, ergh ergh.