An update on the crying thing...stooped to new lows yesterday at home (as opposed to out or at work!) by using concealer and foundation on my nose to hide that I'd been crying. O dear!

In the recent flurry of activity (my sister was operated on last night and the bad scan result and everything...aii), I've had little time to sort and process my feelings and thoughts. The other day when I found out about the scan etc, I really wanted to just bawl...but because it wasn't the time or place (we were getting ready to check her into the hospital) I just kind of numbed myself to the pain and ended up feeling slightly dead inside. Argh! So if that's not a healthy way to deal with things....then what is? And how do you do it??

In other news, CHRISTINA IS COMING TO SYDNEY, ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!! (That's a positive argh!) I SO must be there!! Tickets go on sale tomorrow morning. Does anyone want to come with me? So far I'm dragging along bf, but if anyone else wants to come with me, I'm sure he wouldn't be heartbroken, hee.

Very very exhausted...going to sleep. OR get to work on Admin Law assignment. Hrrrrrr.

ciao!