Yeah, back.

Anywayz, I guess I kinda flunked on that occasion at being a good witness generally. And if I can't pass that bar then how the heck can I be leading other people?? It's been something that's been playing on my mind recently. Sometimes I look at what fellow leaders are doing and I'm like..."Omg, how can you be doing stuff like that in front of the kids!?!!?" No one else seems to understand this. Bf thinks that you shouldn't act differently in a leadership context, because that's how you should be acting all the time anyway, integrity-wise. True true....in a perfect world. I know for myself that I tend to be a bit more lax when there are no kids around- just because I know that no one (no one human that is) is really watching me. (I mean, yeah God is, but God is always watching me! He lives with me for goodness sake!!) I smarten myself up (in terms of watching what I say, do etc) when there are kids around. But then on the other hand, there are those who are exactly how they normally as they are around kids- even if it's not particularly exemplary. And, from all reports, they do pick up on it...

So what to do??

None of us are right, judged by the perfect paradigm. Yet which one should we be erring on the side of??
What say you, lovely readers??

Ok those were my deep thoughts of the day. Back to Property. O goodness, we're up to Mabo...heeeelp!

farewell.