Salut!

After complaining so much about Property (when it's a capital P I mean the subject!), lecture yesterday was quite riveting! Seriously! Don't ask me how, but it was really good! But then I came home from work this arvo and tried to do my readings, it literally put me to sleep. Gah!

But yeah, went to work today...it was quiet quiet quiet...til some woman came and bought $540 worth of marcasite jewellery without so much as thinking about it. Oh my goodness, if I have to spend $50 I think about it HEAPS....I don't just make $500 purchases without at least going away and thinking about it!! But heck, what am I complaining about, she boosted our sales and I could relax a bit and not feel guilty about sitting on $80 by the time I left!!

I had a good day today! Managed to buy a turquoise (is that how you spell it?? It looks wrong!) bracelet which I've been eyeing off for a while...they lowered the price on it so I was like "Sweet! I'm there!"...so that is my little piece of retail therapy. I'm finally satisfied for the moment! (After that abysmal effort last Saturday walking around for abt an hour and a half and endinng up with nothing more than a less than $10 lip gloss which I've been looking at the a long time. See! Case in point of me thinking a million times about every purchase...guess it's cos it's money I earned...)

But good day is definitely NOT how my wed could have been described. O the moral quandry. I'm afraid to say that when my humility and integrity were tested that I kinda flunked. Sorry God. And it was kinda like...flagrant disobedience. Not just a slip of the mind, but consciously doing what I knew God wouldn't want. GAY!! If I were God it'd take me a while to get over that one. Hum. But yeah, I think I hashed and re-hashed it over so many times that poor bf was quite fed up. (My response being, well I am a girl and I process things verbally! This needed a lot of processing!! Hehehe- nah, I appreciate it =) I'm too ashamed to put the whole sad story up and I don't want to go over it again so I'll leave it to be conviniently forgotton in the annals of time!

Hmm. The Peanut Pearl Milk Tea was awesome though! Yumm...

And yesterday night we had DIG#C admin meeting. It never ceases to amaze me how much people care about THE STUPIDEST MOST TRIVIAL things...I just don't understand. Man, just can't see eye to eye with XXXX...you'd need to be a wiser more perceptive person than I am to figure out where she's coming from. I mean, everyone talks and says things because of what they've experienced in the past....I just wish I could understand. Pfffft. But God help me to love and be able to be an effective part of the ministry, even if I don't understand, cos heck, I'm never gonna be able to understand everything!!

Did I mention (no I don't think I did) that I'm having lunch with XXXXX this Sunday?? O gay! She told me on Sunday (last Sunday) that she'd been praying for me and sensed I was struggling. Arrrrrrgh, I SO DON'T WANT TO GO OVER my low episode. It just feels like bringing up something that I'm SO OVER, do you get what I mean? I kinda don't want to concentrate on my low points- I just want to move on, and I'm not sure that this lunch will help. Don't think I'm expressing myself well here. But I don't need to justify myself to any of you! Take that!! *muahhahahahahahhahaha*- hehe kidding. But I suppose I want someone who will be my mentor and I guess I gotta give her a chance. Phooey. Heh.

Ok, I'm gonna go eat me some dinner. Huuungry....

later y'all xoxo