Tuesday, February 25, 2003

My boyfriend said that the blog sounds generally sulky. Well heck, I only blog when I have something to say, and I usually get things to say when I'm pissed off about something. The only suggestion I can make is stop reading then! I already have a (potential) audience of millions =p !!! heheheheehe.

So yeah, half of me is actually looking forward to going back to uni/work. At least I can get out of this place....where I keep getting in trouble for whatever reason. The most common one has been "You haven't been spending enough time with your sister!!!" (Tis her birthday btw.), closely followed by "You are useless! You never help around!!". Let me address the two. I don't know if either accusation is true or not. I mean...maybe, maybe not- who is the absolute judge of these things?? BUT, having spent all this time at home...if you haven't realised, is really really getting to me. I just want to do my own thing!! If I want to talk to my sister I will! If I don't, I won't! If I want to sew, I'll sew! DAMMIT, this is SO frustrating. What I call life probably isn't an accurate indication of all abundant life as per John 10:10 is supposed to be.

Boyfriend announced that he was going away for three days yesterday (he leaves tomorrow). I mean, of course I care, but I don't want me to care too much, because then I'll just get annoyed and stuff, to the detriment of us all. Anyway, in my attempt to not be one of "those" girlfriends (see below), he must be free to do whatever the heck he wants. I dunno, the poor diddum probably feels the pressure of having to fulfill all my non-family social requirements....there there. Have fun. Hope people don't think you and Ed are gay...hehe.

Funny how, by reading people's blogs you can tell where the main part of their lives takes place. For me, it's pretty obvious at this point in time: home, with a chunk for my bf. When I read Eric's, you can tell most of his life is church, with a chunk for friends. Hm.

I like John Mayer! I liked him before when he made a good CD, but I like him more after seeing him perform at the Grammy's! Actually, I saw him perform on the Panel as well, but wasn't exceedingly impressed then. It's something about the guitar...I mean, it doesn't matter that he does look a bit funny when he's playing...he's just generally cool!

Ok should go back to sewing. What a sloth I am, I'm still in my PJs. Pffffft.

byebye

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