Hi everyone...long time no update, though I've logged on several times to do just that, but got distracted by Superstar Chefs (another totally INANE game- akin to Bubble Bobble...hehehehe).

Ergh- suddenly struck with feelings of loneliness and isolation. Two reasons for this:

1) Bf has confirmed departure date for the 20th March...he's going to Europe to do that 'guy thing'- you know the one where they all go over there for a year or so and work and sightsee and do whatever...

2) I have no girlfriends. No good ones that I can talk to, that I can call up if there's something bothering me...argh argh argh. I mean, of course I have friends, but the problem is this whole 'one-way friendship' thing. See, I have no desire for a one-way friendship- by that I mean, just calling someone up, dumping problems on them, and not having them reciprocate. For some reason I see heaps of examples of this, where one person is on the phone, on the receiving end of problems of a 'friend' and when the conversation is over, the problem receiver is all "Ergh, I dunno why she calls me...blah blah blah". How awful- imagine if the person on the other end of the line knew what was going on after they hung up...if it was me, I KNOW I'd feel like utter crap. Ergh. It's a bit like you've bared your soul to them, and they're not baring in return...it's inequitable. Anyway, I don't want that to happen to me.

The outlook for the majority of 2004 looks very lonely.

Actually, what sparked that whole train of thought off (aside from PMS =p) is the fact that I watched Dawson's Creek this arvo! (I hate hate hate the way that Dawson and Joey interact- it's so convoluted and contrived and they have so little by way of natural chemistry.) Joey was remarking to Audrey how she did have a girlfriend until she met her.

Sigh.