How boring has this blog been of late? If this keeps up, I'm going to lose all my patrons...so let me think of something interesting to write about.

I'm seriously sitting here with not many thoughts going through my head, although there have definitely been things that I've thought about in the last week and a half that I've thought "I must blog that!" to...but I forget them. Actually, I don't forget them...

Last night, Brendan (yes, the Brendan of previous angst) had a small dinner for his birthday. Awkward awkward awkward...(gee, even the word 'awkward' looks awkward. Way too many w's!). I keep thinking to myself "Omg, please don't let me turn out like mum!", but I can seriously and objectively see how we are quite socially similar...HEELLLLP!! You see, Mum is always saying how she has no real friends and is uncomfortable around the group that she does hang around. I kinda feel the same way. I do not feel entirely comfortable around the church posse. I don't know why. It's not like they are going to turn around and crucify me if I say something wrong. But (and I think I've put my finger on it) friggin Lockie and Dave are so....I don't know, not all they appear to be (not like, they have secret and magical hidden powers) but I HATE the not up-front-ness about their whole relationship. They seem to have all these secrets and crap about I don't know what (and I don't really care what either) but I think it's a whole trust thing. It's not like they've done anything to me personally...but there's always looks exchanged, or oblique comments made about stuff...it makes me uncomfortable!! Maybe I'm just paranoid...but the fact of the matter is that lots of times they're both full of #$%^ and I don't trust them. So, in view of that, it's really difficult to be myself in their company. Guys probably don't have such hang-ups. Pleh.

So that was last night. What else has been happening...nothing much. Went to work yesterday which was boring, and I only sold about $460 worth of stuff...bad day. Umm...was sick on Wednesday so I skipped my last lecture to go home- it better not be an important one, cos last time I was sick and went home I missed an important lecture on stuff that a whole 50 marks was based on in the midsession. Gr. Not that it would have made much of a difference to my overall performance! Thank God the marks aren't up yet, I can enjoy the weekend in blissful ignorance!!

Anywayz, I'd better go do something productive like property readings or something....got my exam timetable this week, grr...I start off with property on the first day of exams (i.e. the last day of stuvac) then Options on the following monday then a week and a half till IMM...guess who's not studying for IMM til then....hehe

farewell xx