Sunday, May 15, 2005

"...And then I woke up and it was a dream."

Did you ever end stories like that when you were in primary school struggling with how to end your creative writing piece?? Hehehehe.

Anyway, I had a horrible dream last night that my bf was cheating on me (with his boss's wife- something about getting drunk at some work function?!?). It was so so so vivid and real. Of course it is highly highly unlikely that anything of the sort would ever, ever happen in real life, so there's nothing to be afraid of on that front. But still, I was amazed at how real the emotions I was going through in the dream felt. Man! It was horrible! I now understand to a greater extent why it's so hard to mend relationships after such a severe breach of trust occurs. I woke up from the dream with my heart pounding, and residual sadness left over from the dream and was afraid to fall back asleep in case I went back into that dream again. Though at the same time, I was profoundly relieved it was a dream (that is, after I worked out that it was a dream. It took me a while!)

1 Comments:

At 12:38 PM, Blogger Jenni said...

I hate those dreams! There are dreams where the emotions are raw and just so real. I've had terribly sad dreams where there has been a tragic loss involved, and woken up actually crying with my pillow soaked through.

 

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