What if...

This thought just grabbed me.

What if the reason I'm currently so anti-law and anti-rat-race is because I'm afraid that I won't be able to get into a law job. And this is just my way of consoling myself...saying..."well I never wanted it anyway!".

O, this is so complicated.

I think the whole problem is I don't know what I want!

Need to sit down and have a heart to heart with God methinks!