It's been awhile.

Life is sort of getting back to some semblance of normality. It's not like we have forgotton how to be laugh or be happy. Some days are very bad (I had a bad day yesterday), and some days are easier. For all my ability to be able to articulate things, I really can't write about this loss...words don't do it justice. I don't know, in some ways it's too big for me to process....I don't even know how to process it, to make sense of it, so I guess that's why I'm lost for words.