Energy channelled

Me again,

I channelled all my disappointed energy (is there such a thing?!) into writing a new song that sums up how I feel about the whole graduate employment deal.

A Prayer
I could just let this slide
And use this opportunity
To mope instead of learn
Incapacitated by rejection
Sidelined by my doubts and fears
But I want to remember that
Everything has its purpose
and place for me
But sometimes circumstance takes over
And I can’t see Your hand
Oh won’t You help me to believe

I must admit to You
I don’t know where I’m going
A blind man walking who knows where
And yet I plot my course, determine my direction
Though all I see is black
But I want to trust You
And cease this fruitless exercise of
‘But my will not Yours’
I’m a child that struggles
In a parent’s calm embrace
Oh won’t you help me see Your way

Our footprints on the beach
Don’t make straight lines of patterns
And I’ve meandered far from You
although my pride insists I go alone, You follow me
And carry me through thorny paths
But I want to walk with You
And place my hand in Yours instead of
Doubting that You ever will come through
You’ve never let me down, I owe You more than I can say
I know, I can’t do this without You
I can't do this without You
I can't do this without You

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