Irrational fears

Hmmm.

Today (and since I've gotten back) I've been meaning to log onto CVMail and send my clerkship applications off to some law firms. And everytime I've meant to, I've farted around (not literally) on the internet, checking my email etc etc until I've logged off without doing so. Or without having even started!!

I was supposed to spend all of today doing them. Instead I finished off 2 songs and recorded them at the very time I was supposed to be writing my cover letters and enhancing the truth of my slightly dismal uni participation! =p And then I log on to check my email about half an hour ago and I get an email from CVMail saying that I should send my applications NOW to avoid last minute rush and traffic on the site. O, gah.

I was thinking last night that I don't even really WANT to work in a big corporate law firm, but I'm scared if I'm not successful in getting a job there...for a variety of reasons. Even though I don't even really want one. It's crazy! It makes no sense!!